Of Manga and Prawns

So I was reading this particular manga and a few scenes actually touched me. And I cried. Yes I know I cry easily, but this only the second manga that actually made my cry. Maybe because I can relate with this manga pretty well, thus the tears dropping like waterfall. There was this part where the hero's friends were all there for him. They pretty much stayed together strong as friends no matter what happened. They never actually leave out anyone in any of their plans. That was what that actually touched me though. I mean I haven't found any friends like that just yet. So I got no idea what it would feel like to have friends like that.

Then I was eating prawns. Its rare for me to eat them unless they are peeled. I am partially lazy and also allergic to the shell. It just suddenly reminded me of when Compassion Walk. Had seafood after everything as dinner with the LnL gangs. I mean that time was the time when I was so down and low, even lower than the ground, they were there for me to talk with me and cheer me up. So I guess the phrase 'You win some, you lose some' do apply here, ey?

Alright, I am off to do the dishes now. So long

Oh what a beautiful Sunday

Today, like all the other Sundays, I is has to go to Church early in the morning. Yada yada yada, went back home and had lunch!! Mom prepared groundnuts soup! Oh yeah!!!! Had a power nap, or so it should be. Went out for shoe hunting and reached for frisbee late by 40 minutes. Yes, I know I'm slow. Not my fault alright, I is gots a weird shoe size ok><

And now I am all worn out from frisbee. Hahahaha. Got scolded for driving the car out for frisbee. Aduiiiii, you don't like it means tell me earlier lo

Twin Towers @live 2012

Went to KLCC with Greg and Arvina yesterday to watch Greg's fav SNSD. Reached there at bout 2 plus nearing 3 and went around scouting for lunch. In the end we ate pizza together with Fanny as well, cause she did not want to lunch alone. After that we started to line up at bout 5 to get in the place. It was so crowded that you don have to move when there is a space, the people at the back would push you. So you could say you are actually crowd surfing when you are there. XD

6 came and they started to open up the entrance for the ones with the ticket. Everyone waited patiently for the free entrance to open and it did not happen. At 7 nearing 8, everyone just reached their limit. They pushed the barricade away and started rushing in. We crowd surfed again. Reached a point and its even worse than earlier. Everyone is pushing cause they are eager to get to the stage. Greg and me put up a little act and we got ourselves a very good seat.

All in all, everything was enjoyable excluding being felt up. It feels awkward though. Oh, and the waiting. It was killing! Its basically a warfield that time.

Just another day

So you mean I am not allowed to be angry at you for more than a day but you are? What logic is behind this hypocrisy? Yes I know I should not have done that yesterday, but you left me with no choice alright. You wanna treat me like that, go ahead la. I cant change a single thing bout how you wanna look at me now. I'm not gonna care anymore

What I feel

Just got my SPM results and its not worth mentioning. Supposed to go out with my friends but mom don't let. Always wondered if she ever actually considered my feelings before. Its as though as I am programmed to listening to all that she says and all that she wants me to do. Am always forced to do whatever she wants me to do and not allowed to go out with my friends. Like what????

Like it or not....

Whether I like it or not, results coming out tomorrow. Approximately 13 more hours to go till I get my results. My future lies in that more-often-than-not-looked-down paper. I am scared of my own results cause I know I did not do that well for it during the examination. I know myself a little too well to confidently say that I will cry if I do not get the results I want. Not sure if its just a few tears rolling down the cheeks or a waterfall to wet even my own t-shirt and not to mention pants.

Still remember when I took my UPSR results. Did not even know that day is results day. Reached school only to find a bunch of my friends crowding the school office. Asked them and then I know its results day. Got the wanted result and I was on cloud nine!! As for PMR, had a nice chat with Nat the night before results. Got the wanted result as well. Hahahahaha. Lets just hope I can get the wanted result as well><

Not sure if I am more nervous or more emo right now. Called up a friend only to suddenly find out that he uses me. Did not expect this from him though. Seriously am disappointed with his actions. I guess that is why I am having trust issues ever since I was young. I guess I just trusted the wrong person this time.

Oh well, who cares. This blog is pretty dead anyways. Not sure if there is anyone reading it also. Whether I like it or not, I am ignored

Me Me!!

Today was kinda fun!! Went to church and saw the NS students coming back. Oh how they have grown ='). Somehow, something is telling me that the 10 minutes that I made my students wait was worth it. Got to catch back with em and also not to mention exchange hugs. Went to class with everyone waiting for me>< Sorryyyyyyyyy. And Juan shared her story. was nice listening to it. Class was pretty enjoyable today though.

Class ended and everyone cabut!!! Saw Arvina and Laurina by the church office side and got to catch up with them again. Though I missed the breakfast with them, at least I know that they had fun. That's more than enough =). After that went back home and ate lunch. Yong tau foo was awesome!! And then I hit the sack. XD

Woke up to go to Frisbee in my school and had a lot a lot of fun. Not to mention am tired like crazy due from the running. OMG!! Talking bout running, I think I ran the most in my entire life today. Feet all sore now and injured my left wrist. No biggies, just a minor scratch and it hurts cause I sorta landed on it.

But what hurts me the most aren't all these injuries I got physically. Not from all the running. The pain is actually coming deep down inside. You know how it sucks when your friends are clearly planning something on the Facebook and you are not invited? Well, this sucks even more. They planned stuff right in front of my face. No seriously, I was only less than a metre away from them. And I am not invited. They know I am not invited and they did nothing. Its alright to miss the breakfast, and now this as well?

What have I done to actually deserve this? If I have done any wrong, please do tell me. I would correct myself. Stop avoiding me man. I'm tired and bored of all these bullcrap. I think if I got a bad result this Wednesday, I would seriously cry. Seriously cant take all this anymore.

Ok la, better go before I continue to babble all about my life from the time I came into this world. Byebye

p.s. it feels good to actually ride the motorcycle dangerously though
p.s.s. I just did that and it feels relaxing