At last i could breathe

All dis while i hav been keeping my guilty feelings in my heart to myself. I shared dis thing to one or two close frens of mine, tinking dat dey might be able to help me. But i was wrong. Anyways, at last i had de courage to tell her sorry yesterday. After hurting her all dis while and for giving her troubles. I reli feel guilty so i wen and say sry to her. But she din say anything. Hopefully she ledi forgiv me. Coz monday time also she see me wit de 'tulan' type of face. Though i still luv her. BUt wat is luv witout any sacrifices and if i reli do luv her, sure i will hope dat she wll be happy rite? Rite? im sure dats wat all de other people do. Eventhough i cant be wit her. but i still pray hard everynite to God hoping dat she will be safe and happy all de time. No matter wit her new bf(if she hav) or wit whoever she is wit. As long as she is happy den i tink i will be happy too. though people keep complaining to me dat she hav attitude probs but i seriously tinks dat she is ok la. Wen people complain bout her to me. I jus chase dem away. Coz to me she is perfect. Don wanna hear complains bout her anymore eventhough she is not wit me anymore(Yes greg, u). I guess dats all. Hopefully i will be able to find my one true luv and stop hurting myself. I believe u now Jesus dat she is meant to be wit me. So I am goin after her now. Hope she will accept me.



p.s. u noe who u r la. not Chs of course( chs is oni de front part) haha

Dis song is so nice. I luv it since i was a young kiddo. Heres de lyrics. Wahaha


Dorothy
Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high.
There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere, over the rainbow, skies are blue.
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.
Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, Away above the chimney tops.
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere, over the rainbow, bluebirds fly. Birds fly over the rainbow,
Why then - oh, why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow,
Why, oh, why can't I?

Some emo stuff

I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they
Keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie
What you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you



I noe some of u might say dat y u copy it from de songs. But dey r jus so well nicely formed. Dats y i jus put dem. Moreover dey r suitable wit my hurt feelings rite now.



Dis is my own wan(Full of craps):

Oh baby,
I nid u to do ur part,
To fill my life wit ur beautiful art,
To heal my broken heart,
I've never felt dis feelings before.
Dis feeling dat breaks my heart.
And it is taking away ur arts from me.

A heavy burden on my shoulder now no longer dere

I kinda jus broke up wit my gf. I dunno. Wen we were together i jus feel like a lil bit happy la. Like wat a couple should feel like. But after breaking up, eventhough i don care bout it, but i jus feel like 'berat hati' la to break. We were couple for so long edi and suddenly we broke up, so like reli not used to it. Anyways, de gud news is dat i won do anything stupid. Haha.


p.s. I am single back. HAHA

100 not so clever questions

100 truths.

001. Real Name: Victor Lee Yun Soon
002. Nickname(s): Vick
003. Age: 15
004. Horoscope : Virgo
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: Tadika Holy Family Kajang
007. Middle School: SRK Jalan Semenyih(2)
008. High School: SMK Tinggi Kajang
009. College School: Not a Clue
010. Hair colour: Brownish-black
011. Long or Short: Freaking short
012. Loud or Quiet: Loud la
013. Sweats or Jeans : Sweats i guess.
014. Phone or Camera: Phone.
015. Health Freak: Nope, i leave my health caring to my mom.=P
016. Drink or Smoke: Drink i guess
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Hmm, i am not so sure la
018. Eat or Drink: Eat
019. Piercings: Nope, empty
020. Tattoos: I wish i have one. But i dont=(
021. Social or Anti- Social : Social, duhh?

First.
022. First piercing:.Never had any
023. First relationship : LOL must i tell
024. First Best Friend: Cant recall la
025. First Award: School. Got num 2 in de class-.-'
026. First Kiss : I wish i know wen. Coz it haven happen yet
027. First Pet: Cant recall it too
028. First Big Vacation: Never=(
029. First Love at first sight : Haha. You wouldnt wan to noe
030. First Big Birthday:.12 i guess

Currently.
049. Eating: Nope.
050. Drinking: Nope.
051. Excitement level :Low
052. I'm about to: Type??
053. Listening to: De sound made my de fan in de room
054. Plan for today: Sleep i guess
055. Waiting for: Dinner
056. Energy Level: 99%
057. Thinking of someone: Yesh p.s. u noe who u r

Future.
058. Want kids?: Maybe
059. Want to get married?: Duhh
060. Careers in mind?: Doctor, pilot, scientist.

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like
068. Lips or Eyes : Both
069. Romantic or Funny?: Both i guess
070. Shorter or Taller?: Shorter of course
071. Protective or Caring?: Caring
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Both again
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: Which wan is better? I Cant decide on dat
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Sensitive
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: Relationships.
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: Neither?

Have you ever
080. Lost glasses or contacts: I don own any of it la
081. Ran away from home: Yah, once
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: Yah
083. Killed somebody: Yah, i killed a guy in a game
084. Broken someone's heart: Hmm.I don tink so
085. Been arrested: Yah, in game la
087. Cried when someone dead: Nope

Do you believe in
089. Yourself: Yes, mos of de time la
090. Miracles: Yeahh
091. Love at first sight:Yes.
092. Heaven: Yes.
093. Santa Claus: Nope
094. Tooth Fairy: Nope
095. Kiss in the first date : It depends

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: I guess so
099. Do you believe in God?: Yes.

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people

Ermm. whoever wans to do jus do la. I dunno who to tag la. swt-.-'


Do enjoy you 100 questions.. LOL. Sorry? Dont blame me, blame Celest . :D

Second time i got dengue fever

Lol is all i can say. I mean like u see, some don even had dengue fever be4 and i ledi got it de second time. swt. I wish i could get well be4 de bkb competition la. All de best to me=). Ijus wish my special sumone will take care of me.LOL

exams........

Haiz, wednesday ledi exam lo. But until now, i haven even read a single page of any text book or any book. Coz got no mood la. Lost my mood since like, las year la.

Damn i nid my primary school teachers and frens to help me get back my mood to read la. Coz oni dem who noes how nerd am i las time. Haha. I was like de most nerd guy in my class las time, remembering all de stupid notes about science and always get de highest mark for it. Lol. Dam seriously nid dat mood to come back la. Got PMR la victor. study man.T-T

New shoes

Woot. I hav a new football boots ledi. So happy^^. Eventhough its Power brand wan la. BUt its ok la. As long as can use. Haha

Football

Hehe. So damn happy. 14th march got one match wit uncle mic's team. HOpe we won lose though. If we lose, dat means we will lose to old uncles. Haiz. Better start training ledi. Or no sure lose wan. OK. Lets kick some 'balls'. Yeahhh

Bkb for mssd

lol...i got chosen for de school team...haiz sure lose wan la...except u all can teach me how to dribble and 'cut' people in a short time and change me from a gud boy dat don wan to bang people into sumone like kong. but i tink i'll jus bang dem la, coz don noe dem at all. Wahaha..... lose de la high school...i tink either jalan bukit or cheras perdana will win la dis year...haha. gud luck to other school

PunishmentT-T

Wahhh....My angel....y u wan to punish me for.....i forgot oni la....coz i tinking bout u ma.....PLs don not choi me....i veli scared de le......and sure damn xang xin....T-T sumone pls help me to change her mind