Sacrifices

Why you can sacrifice your game when you are out with them and not sacrifice your game when you are going out with me? Hey, come on. I know you longer and better than them. What am I to you? Just a tool for you to use me? To drive you around when you need to go somewhere and accompany you when you are lonely? Is that how you see me? If that is how you see me, I guess our friendship really is nothing. This just makes me lose hope on humanity.

Not Really a Great Day

Today, is not a great day at all. It all started with me not wearing formal to church. Its like WTF? I am carrying the offertory but me no wear formal. Then, made some mistakes in AV. An avoidable mistake if only I checked it. If only I confirmed my doubt about that. Grrrrrrrrr.....I so the suck as AV member.

Then came class. It went on as usual. Just that this time I is had to run around the church finding for people to get some stuff. Went back to class only when it almost end. Some what, I like that class for it reminds me of my good times. Missing those times though right now.

Then went for Frisbee. Mr Greg stepped on my toe and it still hurts till now. Hurts like nobody's business I tell you. Went for Starbucks with Russell, Varna, Ashmeer and Afiq after that. Had a good laugh and a good drink there. Accidentally took a wrong drink though.

Came back home and chat with someone. Thought this person would be different. Thought this person would try to continue the conversation. But I guess I am wrong. Maybe I am just too easy with trusting people. Maybe I really should just shut my heart out from everyone and everything just like how I used to.

Better stop my emo rant here. Though this is the only place I have to vent out my emo-ness